July 26, 2018


Dark thoughts affect even happy people

I've been planning my funeral lately. Whoa. Wait... what's going on? I hear you thinking. To put your mind at ease, my dark thoughts aren't suicidal. With the news of the unexpected passing of Anthony Bourdain and Kate Spade lately, mental health has been on my mind. Writing the words out loud makes me feel shocked too. If you've been following my health journey from the time I was diagnosed with my Thymoma cancer tumor to the recent news of an impending growth, you'll see that my life has been unpredictably rough these couple of years. So why these dark thoughts?